i cannot continue with such insidious memory – like yesterday all my past laid out before me – all regrets dropped upon me like a thousand heated ingots of iron – hell erupted from a serenity i had attained once – a clash of past and future at a central point of my present – i want it all – I don’t want to get old – I don’t want to die – I want to gain wisdom – I want to live … [Read more...]
If there was a…
I'm not sure if I wrote this or not - if I didn't maybe someone will let me know but I found it scrawled amongst my writings. If there was a way to… complete and break… a cycle a circle… as letters keep…If there was a time to… heal and mend… a thought or line… as numbers meld…If there was a place to… hold and hail… a touch or taste… as arms embrace…If there was a word to… … [Read more...]
Austin Techno-Rant
The Austin, Texas area is growing like some crazy monster from a Japanese horror flick. The whole area is going to undergo future/culture shock at once. Particularly menacing is the area of North Austin, Pflugerville, and Round Rock. Massive amounts of medication are going to be required to keep the natives sane or at least numb enough to survive the mutation. Don’t … [Read more...]